“ Everyone must dream. We dream to give ourselves hope. To stop dreaming - well, that’s like saying you can never change your fate. Isn’t that true? ” - Amy Tan


“ Hiding your hurt only intensifies it. Problems grow in the dark and only become bigger and bigger, but when exposed to the light of truth, they shrink. You are only as sick as your secrets. So take off your mask, stop pretending you’re perfect and walk into freedom. ”


“ As babies, we were easy. One cry meant you were hungry, another you were tired. It’s only as adults that we become difficult. They start to hide feelings, put up walls. It gets to the point where we don’t really know what anyone thinks or feels. Without meaning to, we become masters of disguise. ” - Meredith, Grey’s Anatomy 

Got my dreams, got my life, got my love, got my friends, got the sunshine above. Why am I making this hard on myself, when there’s so many beautiful reasons I have to be happy.”

— Natasha Bedingfield

Tinggal 2 minggu sa SPM .. hehhehehe.. masih cam dulu .. MALAS

Hm ni ari sa ngn adik sa trn bndr..

Sbab beras da abis (baru sa gtau mamy sa kemarin petang.. nsib cukup tuk mkn malm.. lau x mkn maggi lg)

terpaksa lar trn bndr mkn sekali belanja..

Jadi jam 12.40 sa tunggu lar adik sa blk ru sama2 trn bndr dgn perut berkeroncong..

Skali tgk jam 1.30 ru pai uma.. yang sandinya dia mau berak lg.. :@

Sudah lar sa lpr macm apa..

Jadi da bersiap ar ne..

Skali tgk tapak kasut sa terbuka.. terpaksa sa angkat kaki tinggi2 sambil berjalan(tkt tergeser.. t tmbh bsr mulut slipar sa..hahaha)

Kami pai saloon mum sa jam 1.50 g2..

kami mkn lar bakso ne.. eee.. xbersih..

Jam 4.50g2 ru kami p shopping (berbulu sa menuggu)..

After berbelanja..

sa p saloon mum jap p ambik tuala..

Skali tgk sa terserempak marvyn.. ikut lor d belakangnya.. ngam2 sa mau limpas c2..

Tp cam muka risau plak dia.. (kali dia fkr sa ikut dia kot)

Hm..

Jln punya jln.. tapak kasut ku makin besar mulutnya.. arghhhhhhh... skitnya ati sa..

Tunggu kau kasut.. t sa gam kau triple time guna gam GAJAH..

Tgk cpa menang ar.. hahahahaha

I want a life that owez shine me up..

When c morning sun..

Fell like my life was begin..

But when aftrenoon

Feel like im old me

SUN

SHINE

> i need <

STOP IT!!

Dont post anything that can make me 'terconnect'. . U know.. Bcoz ur attitude , I am in state of :-

~ Guilty ---->To u not say a word "Happy Birthday" , brainwashed you n to other fren tat in confused now
~ Sad ----->About myself tat cannot change at all..
~ Angry ----->U r not understand me at all.. Just think of urself..


I REALLY HATE YOU NOW!!!! DID U UNDERSTAND ME????

Bad

I'm begin tired to pretend that everything is okay.. This is not okay at alllll!!!

Girl:
Promise Me That;
U will Not Love Any Other Girl after Me..!

Boy:
... .........I Love you but I can't Promise So..! :O

Girl (Crying):
Means you will have Someone in Ur Heart..! :(

Boy (Smiling):
The Girl I will Love after you,
Will Call you Mom..? =)

(oh, so sweet..)

<---This present from my teacher YAPP TSEN KIAT, Pendidikan Moral.. I got 92 marks and the highest marks in form 5.. :) But it seem like it not enough yet..when im face my trial exam for this subject.. Just do it cincai not with my work hard.. im still can achieve higher than that o.. N will get even big present in future.. For my other subject also.. XD

                                             This were the things.. many rite ?? :)

The wondering ady got an answer..

Last nyte..
I'm so worried how will i face sharon when she talk to me..
So scare that i will cry or'melawan'..
I think many strategy to avoid from talking wif her..
-- I want late wake up
-- when reach school, not go in the class until ring
-- "sengaja ketinggalan bas"


Today...
We do not talk at all..
I'm still waiting it..
Then  I got a mail from Sharon..
Fuhh.. At that time suddenly i feel relieved from my worried..
But i dont want to read it at all..
REALLY DONT WANT..
But it seem lke i need to face it eventhough there will b something not good..
Not me only she refer.. But Mardiah also..
But Mardiah cant accept it.. Because Mardiah dont like to b 'tegur' by other especially her friend..
Gratefully i can accept this.. Mayb bcz i ady "biasa" bout tis..
Nvm Sharon.. u want talk wat bout me... i dont care anymore..
Bcz there only a way for us..
Lets our relationship like now "Not Talking" until the end of our SPM..
Then no one get hurt anymre neither me nor you ..

~~ SHIRLEY LEE ------>  SORRY --------> SHARON YEAP

WORDS @@

"Instead of giving myself reasons why I can't, I give myself reasons why I can."


"When one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us."




"When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place."


"When the world says, "Give up,"
Hope whispers, 'Try it one more time.' "


"Yesterday's the past, tomorrow's the future, but today is a gift. That's why it's called the present."


"Wherever you go, go with all your heart."

Wondering wat will Sharon say to me??

I'm post this in facebook..
 how can someone you once were so close to, just all of a sudden ignore you like its no big deal?

Then sharon comment it
That person gets really angry with herself, because she always act like there is nothing [plastic] to her friend, although in her heart, she is really angry~ That person really hate being a two-faced person, and she will tell you ALL everything tomorrow~

I  will face it tomorrow after 1 week we does not talk..
Im wondering,,,, wat will sharon say to me??
Is it something that will hurt me or happy??
Hm..
Then tomorrow will b the answer..

Now is 19 Oct ..
It seem only left 25 day for me to cover all my subject :-

a) BIOLOGY

b) ADDITIONAL MATHTEMATIC

c) CHEMISTRY

d) PYHSIC

e) SEJARAH

f) BAHASA INGGERIS

g) BAHASA MELAYU

h) PENDIDIKAN MORAL

i) MATHTEMATIC

and reach teachers wishes that is "straight A"

I think not all i can achieve for all subject..
But i try it..
I know i can..
Yes ,,, it TRUE...
I REALLY CAN





:) shirley lee